[you]
([a] [friend] [always])
[would] [get] [only] [a] [artistic] [education]
[and] [find] [love] [and] [forget] [money]
[i] [dance]
[for] [you][r] [life] [smiles]

alot has happened in the last month. i think it's just the end of this chapter in my life. (maybe that's why i need to be without you right now) today went from a nine inch nails - starfuckers, inc. kind of day to a dispatch - the general type of day. (maybe that just proves how messed up i am.)

(but you said
it was never the end of anything.
and i always believed you
even though everything's almost gone.
i know we'll be together again.)


as you've probably noticed, i've deleted all of my deviations. i most likely will not post any further writing. i think that my writing is too important to me to post it on a website. where any one can single-handedly take my words for their own benefit and credit.

(someone help me – this form of cpr isn't working)